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Birthday: 11/1/1989


Interests: i am5TEEN SiNCE 1101;89'. i reside in ; VEGAS. && im school`d by CHAPP hs. dont like it ? me neither ! i got mad love for my baby thugg JUSTIN. my REEEEL friends are awesome. i`m always there for them & love them all. um. i pretty damn awesome if i do say so myself ! my myspace is myspace.com/crystaaal. so you should DEFiNATELY hit that ! kthx.
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hello dolls !
yesss yes. im back. & feeling sooo damn good. execuse all that said before this. so much drama before. i am now doing fabulous. life is good. friends are good. i am now with my baby justin delarama. we`re doing super awesome. hes so good to me. if you all have been reading my xanga then you know of him from before .. yes, i love him. yes everythings fab. if you ever wanna get at me .. go to the space .. myspace.com/crystaaal.

later.


Friday, June 17, 2005

back bitches. yah .. different attitude too. see before i was all liek still thinken` bout lloyd &still wanten` him &missen` him but when i realized how big of an asswhole he`s become .. i decided it was time to call it quits. see .. we had made plans along time ago to go see batman &so i was gonna take him out tomarrow [friday] on a date but now .. uh uh. fcuk that bs man. i dun liek it when ppl make me feel dumb &liek we were on the phone around 10:30ish maybe 11 i dun knoe & he was liek hella ignorin me so i asked him if he was busy &he asked if i was busy. i was liek wtf ?! you were the one ignorin me &shit and then he asked if he could call back so i was jes liek w/e &hung up. then not even a minute later he called back &was liek [in a sweet voice] "whats wrong with your attitude ? why are you made ?" & yennoe i was all "well you were ignorin me am i suppose to be happy ?" & you knoe what he did.. ignored me. then was , can i call you back .. & after i said yah i guess he thought i hung up &was all SIKE. yah .. well fcuk it. i dun give a damn cause tomarrow [friday] imma be with someone who actually cares about me &i can`t wait. =]


Monday, June 13, 2005

i went to angies house yesterdae. me.lloyd.angie.sereena. i had gotten there around 3ish &they were already done swimming. we were all jes chillen. kinda akward at first .. but it all got pretty comfortable. every little thing kept reminden` me of him though liek big time. liek we were watchin this movie where liek this doode fcuked things up btween him &his girl &he was givin this big ol speech &it was jes liek everything lloyd should say. haha. it was kinda weird bein so close to him &not being able to hug &kiss him &liek jes hold him. when we went to 7eleven sereena hella called shotty so me&lloyd were in the back together. &liek he got me with the little 'donvido' [inside thing] &he told me that every time he got me with that i should give him a kiss. see it was wierd .. it was liek we were flirtin with eachother but trying not to. i dun knoe. then we got back .. watched tv for a little bit more &went outside. at first it was jes sereena.angie.&lloyd shootin around &i was jes liek sitten there. man .. lloyd liek threw the ball at me &i got sooooo scared. liek sereena got up just to hug me cause she said i looked terrified. but yah then nipha came & i felt a little more at ease. they all started throwin this little basketball at eachother so i started shooten` around. i dun knoe .. it was fun. lloyd started dressin&actin liek a straight geek &it was so funny. i was dyin. so we all started takin pictures of him liek paparazzi lookin. but yah .. later on sereena & me went for a little walk. wow .. after she liek told me everything that was goin` on with her & stuff liek she asked me how i was doin & i hella liek broke down. it`s jes kinda hard & kinda confusin cause im not sure if this is the end or not. but yah .. when we got back lloyd.nipha.&angie weren`t back from walkin to walgreens so we started walkin towards them &when we all met up i gave lloyd flowers. it was pretty cute if i do say so myself. but yah .. then me&lloyd was jes singen sweet lady together but i stopped cause he was really gettin into it & i dont do acapella. haha. but yah then angie took us home & on the way lloyd got me again with the donvido so i puckered up & he liek stuck out his cheek so i just gave him one. then i asked if i could get my journal cause i let him have it the last time we split up & of course he said yah. when we got to his house he left the door open so everyone liek told me to go after him. so he went inside to go get it .. opened up his bedroom window & just gave it to me. i hella thought he was gonna come back out & gimme a hug atleast but its all good.


Sunday, June 12, 2005

it`s amazing how people can be so different. you think you knoe somebody so well & yet .. you find out in the end .. you don`t knoe that person at all. i`ve spent so much time around this person &one word can change his whole attitude towards me. BREAK. i actually thought he loved me. &now i see that i was just another girl to him. he`s treating me exactly the same as all his other ex`s. i feel so low right now. if my mom wasn`t so close to me i`d be crying right now. i tried so hard to be strong & to hold in my tears all day .. just to break down at the end. i was watching white noise when i started thinking about how he had told me when he was watching star wars he thought of me. i gave in. i called him. & i almost broke down on the phone but held it in the best i could. i told him that i thought of him while watching white noise & that i just wanted to call & say i love you. & you knoe what i got in return .. ? .. thank you. wow. i didn`t knoe he was gonna fall out of love with me within a 24 hour period. but, maybe it wasn`t love at all. cause it certainly didn`t bother him when he was trying to hook me up with one of his friends. i told him i had someone else in mind .. & when i told him this he told me there was a girl he had in mind. the only thing thats different is .. my guy is him. i regret calling him back. i felt liek the heart he had already broken was being torn into even smaller pieces. i couldn`t believe he was trying to hook me up with someone else. maybe he really doesnt wanna be with me anymore. maybe he does want me to be with someone else. i asked him how he was .. and he said he couldn`t be better. that was a straight slap in the face. that was even worse .. that was liek he stabbed me liek a gagillion times in my heart. i knoe how the game goes .. you break up so now you gotta act all strong & you gotta act liek you dont care. i just didn`t knoe he was playing. well .. as for me .. i quit. i love lloyd lee seigler. i love him more than any other man out there. i don`t care who knows. i don`t care who cares. i don`t care who objects .. cause in the end .. im always gonna have my love for him. &nobody can take that from me. 



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